via Whole Wheat Dosa Recipe at CookingSlim.org.

Anyway, because of my injury last year, my weight loss is at a steady 5 kg. for last year, and oscillating around 7 probably because of water because of the pill.  I got back on it because my husband and I are getting back together.  We still have some issues to work out, but it’s moving forward.

The deeper we get into this issue, the more convinced I am that there needs to be more awareness among men of the possible damage that an unscrupulous woman can do to them.  It’s not scare tactics or misandry to tell a woman she shouldn’t be walking home alone at 3 in the morning. It’s not scare tactics or misogyny to tell a man that some women lie, weasle into your life, and then strip you emotionally and financially bare.  Few people warn men because few people think of these things in a world where women are marketed as default victims.  When a woman does something wrong, there’s always an excuse.  That, or they just deny that women are capable of some things.

I’m trying not to be both my husband’s therapist and his wife.  Problem is that there isn’t likely a counselor out there who will break ranks enough to deal with the issues without saying the equivalent of “suck it up”.  That, in my opinion, is a shame.

Maybe I should make a website so therapists who deal with men’s issues can come out of the closet so to speak.  If they’re easier to find, maybe some guys will get the help they need before they close into themselves.

…and like dogs smelling a bitch (female dog) in heat in the air, all my old bitches (human dildoes) are either calling or placing themselves back in my view.  Guys who needlessly blocked me even though I don’t initiate non emergency conversations with non platonic contacts unless they’re actually my boyfriend, are popping up again.

It’s probably because they realized it was needless, since I didn’t block them because I have the self discipline to just not talk to someone who’s just a dick on legs, but still…the timing.  If they’re waiting for me to talk to them, they’ll be waiting forever.  I’m extremely horny, but not stupid.

So I’m glad someone a very long time ago invented belly dancing.  I don’t know what I’d do without it.  It’s a good outlet for extra sexual energy.  Aside of my survival instinct, it’s the only thing keeping me from falling for stuff like one of my ex boyfriends showing up with his Arab James Dean rebel with puppy eyes seduction.

Woi-woi-woi…he looked so damned good.  If I fell, I’d have slid across the floor.

Awhile ago, without warning anyone, they “upgraded”.  The new CMS is absolutely horrible, loads as slowly as molasses in February, and has a ton of unnecessary “features” that are useless since there are no instructions to use them, or they’re just not needed.

Because of these “upgrades”, what used to take an hour of work takes two.  I’m grading assignments from the gradebook area and email instead of  the individual assignment grading forms.

I wrote to the site about it, but they don’t seem to care.  They’re making more from ad revenue than promoting the instructors anymore I guess.  So as long as they’re getting clicks, the fact that they’re getting them because people are frustrated and will take any outlink that works, doesn’t matter.

I’m at the end of my patience with them.

I don’t know how successful it’ll be, but well, if they’re going to bail out the other unscrupulous social engineers of the American nightmare, then they might as well break some off for porn too.  To give to fossil fuel dependent automobiles and not to porn would be hypocritical.

Besides, without the proliferation of statistically correct mainstream porn, American society might actually develop into one in which a wider variety of beauty is considered acceptable.  Applicants might actually start being chosen for their real hotness again.  They can’t let that happen again, right?  To keep guys wanking to cyborgs costs money for parts and servicing.  Can you imagine what will happen to American industry if people realize that less than graphically perfect women are capable of enjoying sex and being good at it?  Men might actually start approaching women, getting laid, and being satisfied with someone who actually cares about them.  People might start watching home made videos of real couples, and requiring exotic dancers actually know how to dance.

Or maybe I’m being too optimistic.  I don’t oppose the porn industry.  What I oppose is industrialized porn.  None of the bailout money will make it into the hands of the alternative scene.  At best, it’ll trickle down somewhat into fetish and niche departments of the mainstreamed companies.  The underground flavored club owner or Mistress with a stable of exhibitionist slaves making independent dvd’s won’t see any of that money.